Akkkk

I have decided to start blogging to make it so that I can remain sane. I am a mostly sane, but there are always ten million thoughts going on in my head-So maybe if I write some of them down I can have a more peaceful mind. Right now I am worried about finances. Should we move to a bigger home? Can we get all of our debt paid off? Will Greg going to second shift to care foe our girlies while I go to school work? Will I still be in MO in three years? If not, is there really a reason to make friends and get involved in church? People always end up letting me down and not being trust worthy. Is that just an excuse not to get hurt? I am lonely, and being a good friend would be great. It is had to get to know people. I don't like being fake.